What it is: Stuff... yeah bad stuff... :(

Hello my name is **** and I'm an alcoholic.  Or my friends believe me to be.  Sure I can see it but I'm not technically... well I don't drink everyday.  BUT, I do drink because of stress and this depression like feeling I have all of the time.  It's not a good thing I know but it's almost like I can't avoid it.  Every weeekend, something happens which includes me drinking and I pretty much got kicked out of my friends house because of it.  Hah do I need serious help?  Probably.  Will I get it?  NO!  I feel like my goal is to get better before next school year but I'm not sure I can do it...  :(