What it is:... Fuck

I fucked up bad.  I'm not going to explain how but I probably ruined my relationship.. and my relationship with my best friend... and my best friends possible relationship but this was before they had even meant so does it even count!?!?!  FUCK!!!  With a capital "H".  I wish I...  I just wish I was never born sometimes because all I do is fuck with peoples lives and create stress...   I'm glad I'm leaving next year so I don't burden my home town friends with my present any longer cuz I wouldn't have many friends if they knew.  God damn me and my failure at life...