What it is: Affection

I hate this long distant relationship thing.  I was supposed to go see my boyfriend yesterday but then we ended up not going, but now I'm supposed to go next weekend instead and I'm excited.  In the meantime I miss him like fuck.  I have like this giant crush on a dude here though... IT'S NOT FAIR!!!  I refuse to agknowledge this though cuz I don't want to hurt my bf.  I refuse.