What it is: Bleh... Meh... yeah... pretty much.

     So yeah... pretty much.  *grumble, grumble*  My computer is broken... it won't start anymore well I haven't been home since Friday so maybe it's changed in approximately 24 hours.  I have so much to type and say but my brain keeps telling me not to reveal anything.  If it was illegal then I didn't do it...  (I lied I probably did but still for future reference...)  I have plans in the future to do the cupid shuffle naked with one of my friends...  Yeah pretty much.  I've had a sucky weekend thus far and though the weekend had just started it still probably isn't gonna get any better considering my mental state.  I've started dreaming again.  I never have nightmares but I've also never had dreams about things I'm thinking about which started a couple days ago and isn't a good thing at all because all I can pretty much think about it my ex- boyfriend Tyler.  I guess I just really miss him so I can't do anything about it.  I talked to him for a bit last night and we can't talk at all plus I have to hide it from my friend...  Umm yeah I know your reading this Christina...  Don't kill me... hehe I love you.  Oui I dreamed about him twice the first one consisted of him holding me and a bunch of my random 4H friends playing 4-square.  The second one I can't remember right now but it was about him and both times, I wake up less rested than when I fall asleep though I got more sleep then I usually do.  Then last night I dreamed about going to the movies with my friends and I saw Will Smith, his son, and his wife though I have no idea what she looks like.   It was weird and he was shorter than I expected.  My sub-conscience is out to get me I'm sure.  Speaking of sleeping I spend the night at my friend's house every weekend and we are wearing incredibly fuzzy pants.  Like the fuzzyness is not explainable to the average human who hasn't felt it I would attach a sample but oh WAIT

SAMPLE: ULTIMATE FUZZYNESS!!!!!!

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So yeah...  to all of my fans... All like three of you who will ever read this maybe...  I LOVE YOU!