What it is: Heart Break

Oui, what can I say, I fell for the guy, hard.  Then we broke up.  Now all I want is him back.  I want to find solace in his arms whenever I get worried about others, now I take solace in myself when I worry about him.  He's what I care about most, I can't stop thinking about him, what our issues were, if we can work them out?  Is this what heartbreak feels like?  Is this what losing your first love is?  I wish I could just hold on to him until I am unable to but I feel that this would be cruel.  My friends don't like him but I miss him so much I feel like that should make up for it.  And if you reading this close friends, I know you don't like him but I love him and I don't know what to do without him.  Christina, will you give him a chance, just once more and if he fucks it up it's done, over.  It's just misery.  Moodles.