What it is: Exhaustion

So... Call me a burnout I suppose that is the most fitting term for me all day today.  I'm not going into details as to what I'm refering to when I specify that that phrase is the one that refers to me.  I suddenly feel like I don't have as many friends as I used to.  I was in a huge group of friends at one point then I was in an even smaller close knit group of friends, now they're ditching me because I wanted to be friends with one guy that one of them has a crush on.  No I can't really say I blame her, the girl who is pulling away from me.  Well actually I do blame her and she's probably reading this so, yes I hang out with Kyle, Christina, but since when is who I hang out with as a FRIEND a worry of yours.  You can like him as more than one but I don't at all anymore because I love Mike and Kyle knows that.  Just like I agknowledged (typo?) the fact that he loves Molly.  I can't even explain the animosity I currently feel for you.  Yes this means that I too am angry but refuse to show it for the fact that that is not who I am.  But, Chrissy I still love you to death because that's who I am.   Anyways, I realize that I still have a ton of friends but I'm not as close as I was.  *Grumble* guess that's what I get anyways.